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TECHNICALLY I'm not allowed to sell my games from Steam. (Under a risk of my account being suspended permanently. o-o ) HOWEVER, if you donate the amount required and specifically request the games in the pricing zones, I'll send them ALONG WITH a sketch/coloured thingy/something special. :3 Not a purchase, just a gift with a commision for being the first to buy each section! First come, first serve of course.

I plan on keeping the offer of sketches and coloury stuff open once the games are gone too for a while and if you don't want the games, let me know and I won't send them.

If you want a Sketch, donate £2 and leave details of what you'd like. Otherwise I'll just sketch a thank you pic and figure something out from your blog.

If you want Plain Sight AND a Sketch, be the first to donate £3. :3

If you want a Colour doohickey, Send me £4 with the same details as the Sketch.

If you want twice as much Sketch or doohickey, (Two persons/characters/whatevers) Double up the donations and let me know.

If you were to double up and cross the £6 boundary, You'll get either Horde or Monday Night Combat. Specify please or you'll get it when the SECOND person specifies. Otherwise, first donator gets the first choice.

If you're feeling Generous enough to donate £10, you will get a colour of two somethings, A small thank you sketch and a Copy of Portal 2! There's TWO of these going. (If you Donate £15 and ASK, I'll throw BOTH copies in and you can get a friend to play it with you. I'll even sketch them a thank you note as well.)

If you're actually amazing and are the first to donate £15 (and not request Twin Portal 2s), you will get Borderlands: GOTY Edition, A Colour thing of your choice, (I'll do almost anything you want.) A colour thank you note AND I'll never stop singing your praises on Tumblr and I'll shove a link to your DA page if you let me know who you are! :3 (No guarantee on that praise singing thing but I'll promo you like a baws for a while for being so awesome. )

You'll only get one game per donation.* The art can be pretty much whatever you want providing it's not too hard for me to draw. Reference stuff would be wonderful. :3 I'll send the games as soon as I get the money. The art will take a little bit longer. MAKE SURE YOU CAN RUN THE GAMES BEFORE ASKING FOR THEM! Check here! cyri.systemrequirementslab.com…

If I've managed to confuse you but something in here has caught your eye, Message me and I'll try and clear things up for you.

Donate to www.paypal.com/uk/cgi-bin/webs… and remember to tell me who to send to, what to send and what to draw!

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[ ] the dark
[x] staying single forever
[ ] being a parent
[ ] giving birth
[x] being myself in front of others
[ ] open spaces
[ ] closed spaces
[x] heights
[ ] dogs
[ ] birds
[ ] fish
[x] spiders
[ ] flowers or other plants
[ ] being touched inappropriately
[ ] deep water
[ ] snakes
[ ] silk
[ ] the ocean
[x] failure
[x] success
[ ] thunder/lightning
[ ] frogs/toads
[x] my boyfriends/girlfriends dad
[x] boyfriends/girlfriends mom
[ ] rats
[x] jumping from high places
[ ] snow
[ ] rain
[ ] wind
[x] crossing hanging bridges
[ ] death
[ ] heaven
[x] being robbed
[x] falling
[x] clowns
[x] dolls
[x] large crowds of people
[x] men
[ ] women
[x] having great responsibilities
[x] doctors/dentists etc (Doctors)
[ ] tornadoes
[ ] hurricanes
[ ] incurable diseases
[x] sharks
[ ] Friday the 13th
[ ] ghosts
[ ] poverty
[ ] Halloween
[x] school
[ ] trains
[ ] odd numbers
[ ] even numbers
[x] being alone
[x] becoming blind
[x] becoming deaf
[x] growing up
[ ] creepy noises in the night
[ ] bee stings
[x] not accomplishing my dreams/goals
[x] needles
[x] blood
[ ] dinosaurs
[ ] the welcome mat
[ ] high speed
[ ] throwing up
[ ] falling in love
[x] super secrets

TOTAL: 28

Huh. And I thought I didn't afraid of nothin'. </Lies>

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Just updated a few bits on my page. Name is now listed as Chloe, an image of me SMILING is my profile image now. (If you know anything of me you'll know that's a big step. :/ HAPPINESS in photo form is a new thing to me. )

Cutting cords from my old stuff and moving into my newer identity. Feels good...

xX

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001. Real name → Chris
002. Nickname(s) → Chris
003. Status → Unofficial but taken.
004. Sign → Capricorn
005. Male or female → Female, MAAB
006. Elementary → Hew Hall, Gosfield, St Mary's
007. Middle School → Honywood
008. High School → Colchester 6th Form
010. Hair color → Brown/Blond
011. Long or short → Mid length/short
012. Loud or Quiet → Quiet unless I'm with friends.
013. Sweats or Jeans → Jeans. Tight.
014. Phone or Camera → Phone WITH a camera.
015. Health freak → Not at all.
017. Do you have a crush on someone? → Decided it can't be a crush any more. 83
018. Eat or Drink → Drink
019. Piercings → No.
020. Tattoos → Bleh. No.
021. Water or Fire → Fire
022. Love of your life or 4 Billion Dollars → 4 Billion Dollars. Because the Love of my Life is worth waiting for but a lump sum would let me do what I want with my life.

FIRSTS:
023. First fear → Pain.
024. First best friend → Ciaran
025. First award → Not sure I can remember...
026. First crush → S'been a long time but probably Talis?
027. First pet → Fish. Can't remember it's name. :/
028. First big vacation → Florida? Probably Florida...
030. First big birthday → This past one (20th) was my biggest, but my first big one was probably 18th?

CURRENTLY:
049. Eating → Fingers.
050. Drinking → Saliva.
052. I'm about to → Try and sleep.
053. Listening to → Giantbomb.
054. Plans for today → Shower, Town, Shop, Come home, Play.
055. Waiting for → Thursday.
056. Thinking of → That guy I know.
057. Want to → Sleep.

YOUR FUTURE:
058. Want kids? → Sort of but not yet.
059. Want to get married? → Not really sure. Kind of again. Might be a fun ceremony. :/
060. What careers do you have in mind? → Games Design of some sort, Games Writing if that fails.
061. College? → Teesside. In my second year.
062. House? → Modern, open plan living space, private bedroom, wired to an iPad (or futuristic alternative) app for total control.
063. Car? → Not a fan of driving but a DeLorean that doesn't need maintaining seems like a good impossible dream.
064. World Traveling? → Don't like travelling much but if the right person could drag me.
065. What do you think it'll be like? → Like, with Jetpacks?

WHICH IS BETTER WITH GIRL/BOY?
066. Eye color → Anything deep. Something to get lost in.
067. Sporty or Sidelines? → Sidelines? What is... Huh? Not sporty. :/
068. Lips or eyes → Eyes.
070. Shorter or taller? → Shorter.
072. Romantic or spontaneous → Spontaneously romantic.
073. Nice stomach or nice arms → Stomach. Arms are good but tummys are better.
074. Sensitive or loud → Sensitive, yet not defenseless.
075. Hook-up or relationship → Relationship.
077. Trouble maker or hesitant → Safe. :/ Enough Trouble maker to defend themselves but not so hesitant that they can't.

HAVE YOU EVER:
080. Lost glasses/contacts → Every so often.
081. Ran away → Once or twice.
082. Hold a gun/knife for self defense → Neither.
083. Killed somebody → Nope.
084. Heartbroken → Been, don't think I've ever caused it?
085. Been arrested → Nope.
087. Cried when someone died →Yes...

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
089. Yourself → On occasion.
090. Miracles → Sometimes. :/
091. Love at first sight → If seeing is to see one's personality.
092. Heaven → Not really. :/
093. Santa Claus → No.
094. Sex on the first date → No.
095. Kiss on the first date → Usually, no but if it feels right.

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
097. Is there one person you want to be with right now → Yes. ~<3
098. Are you seriously happy with where you are in life → Almost!
099. Do you believe in God → I did.
100. Post as 100 truths and tag 11 people and why → Nope. Do it if you so please.

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I do commissions for Points and Real moneys through paypal. Go here for details. irocusuk.deviantart.com/journa…

OKAY. HI there DevART! 8D How've you been? Aw! That's sweet. Hope that worked out for ya.

Okay so today was my 20th Birthday and I did something really quite amazing. :/

I came out as Transgender to almost all of my family.

While a LOT of my friends know, some of you don't and most of you that are following me on here won't find this affects you at all. However I figured I should at least mention it on here.

I've been slowly coming out and discovering myself over the past 4 months after Crowfether and I broke up. (That also happened, no big. )

I figured out that I feel more right, happier, and just generally better when I am presenting female. So far as to feeling dysphoric when I'm not. I see myself in mirrors on occasion looking like a woman and get this weird wave of happiness that I just never got before.

That said, I know how finicky I am. I'm still open to the possibility that I'm actually wrong and I'm more fluid than female. Considering my history with Kristal and so on that would make sense in a way but I'm more under the impression that Kristal was me repressing my true self more than anything now. That said, I won't be taking her name. It just feels wrong.

What's most worth noting is that I am still the same person. I'm no different personality wise, though slightly more open to more feminine expression and I'm just as confused about my sexuality as I've always been. If not more. Fun times ahead.

ANYWAY. Keep it mostly to yourselves if you're anywhere near my little world over here. For more go to my Tumblr.
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Also, commisions greatly appriciated. I need to get myself into art again. I'll post up some squiggles and polished bit sometime soon. Never know this might start seeing some use again. Or not.

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I do commissions for Points and Real moneys through paypal. Go here for details. irocusuk.deviantart.com/journa…